Currently.

Bored - of doing nothing.

Tired - of feeling like a bum keying furiously on the computer instead of being productive.

Uncertain - Which path should I take? Was it right to choose to wait for the best one?

Lonely - cos there is no one whom I can share all these with.

Painful :(

I don't know why am I getting so emotional over it. It seems so painful to be so alone.

It will do me lotsa good if I could lie in the arms of someone and just enjoy the silence that envelopes us.

I long for that intimacy. Someone offered more than that to me, but it will lead to something else.

I have to say no.

It's painful.

Lonely.

Desperately in need of companionship. The romantic kind.