Last night was yet another sit down in the family. Nobody knows what is going to happen, who to expect, what to cater for, for the GUO DA LI. Sister has her own set of what to expect, mom has her own, elder sis trying to chip in.

All ended up in ONE BIG CONFUSION.

Alas, I have to bring everyone together and see what went wrong in their communication, and to meet everyone halfway. It turned out that Sis never wanted to have a buffet reception on Saturday, mom thought she had to have a buffet reception, and the buffet reception idea was mooted by Elder Sis. Nobody is hearing each other out, but everyone wants to have their say. Why do people always work this way?

I mean.. HELLO... Am I the only person who is listening and not talking on this planet??!?! Everywhere also like that.. ARgh.

Why do I always have to be the one who take cares of business when things screwed up? Why do people always have to depend on me.. Can I go depend on someone else? I am just sooooooooo tired of people depending on me for solution.

Good thing in the end everybody knows what each other is thinking and we decided to do away with the buffet thing. Personally, I think it's a waste of time to do it. We'll just have some home-cooked meals for the guests lah, what's the big deal? Argh. We not very rich ya know.

Haiz... I have been handling all this kinda messy things lately... God, you really look me up... You really believe I can handle all of this huh?

I can lah, but.. I am doing this all on my own leh... It's emotional strain and I am running out of supply soon. I am drying up to the bones trying to solve other people's problem. Who's gonna solve mine?