Sitting down there watching the entire talent night has inspired some thoughts...
- ahh.. the young timothies have grown. Seeing C. on the electric guitar (or was it a bass guitar) tells me that these people are ready to move on to greater things the Lord has in store for them
- I'm not sure if any of my cell group members are there tonight. I thought Oasis did rather well as a cell group. Even though theirs was a simple item, it goes to show that the group is spontaneous. I mean, the members are all more senior than me (sans the children), but they gamely participate...
- I should've participate. But then again, I'm glad I didn't. It'd be easier to leave without making a deep impression.
- The chinese congregation once again proved that they are the more "on" ones. The S.H.E and F4 presentation was hiliarious, they were really really into their roles. It was not what we expected, but it hit the right note.
- The pastoral team can be funny.
- The Chinese congregation way of segregating their members by age group was a very right decision. Those who went on stage, right up to the adults, were of the same age group, and they basically can do anything. The most spontaneous group of the English Congregation are the youths.
What's New.
- I was alone the whole time and nobody noticed. I was prepared to answered anyone who may asked why am I alone with "I'm used to it." plus a smile.
So quickly, after confirming that the winner was Agape, I quickly took flight. I don't want to be caught in an awkward position of being left alone while eating the refreshments. And not to mention having to walk home alone despite the fact that many will be heading for the MRT anyway.
So I quickly took my bag, walked passed the pastors, bought myself a nescafe, said hi to M. and L.L., answered A.'s question about tomorrow's class, and quickly head to the station. I'm going to go home alone anyway. Might as well do it ALONE.
haha.. I've never done that before. It felt good.
On the way home, did some planning of my departure announcement (who to tell it to, when, how to handle questions, etc.). It came back to me again that this very move of mine is really a rebellion. It's time to do a big bang.
When I reached home, I realised what Siew Yan had said is true. Someone needs to be sacrificed so that something better could happened. Someone has to die of SARS so that people know about it. Jesus had to die so that we may live.
I have to be hurt and have to leave so that the church (specifically, the English Cong) will realised what is missing in the church. What has been taken for granted.
Haiz. What to do. If I am the chosen one so that others would benefit from the church, then so be it.
God, I am for your use. Amen.
- ahh.. the young timothies have grown. Seeing C. on the electric guitar (or was it a bass guitar) tells me that these people are ready to move on to greater things the Lord has in store for them
- I'm not sure if any of my cell group members are there tonight. I thought Oasis did rather well as a cell group. Even though theirs was a simple item, it goes to show that the group is spontaneous. I mean, the members are all more senior than me (sans the children), but they gamely participate...
- I should've participate. But then again, I'm glad I didn't. It'd be easier to leave without making a deep impression.
- The chinese congregation once again proved that they are the more "on" ones. The S.H.E and F4 presentation was hiliarious, they were really really into their roles. It was not what we expected, but it hit the right note.
- The pastoral team can be funny.
- The Chinese congregation way of segregating their members by age group was a very right decision. Those who went on stage, right up to the adults, were of the same age group, and they basically can do anything. The most spontaneous group of the English Congregation are the youths.
What's New.
- I was alone the whole time and nobody noticed. I was prepared to answered anyone who may asked why am I alone with "I'm used to it." plus a smile.
So quickly, after confirming that the winner was Agape, I quickly took flight. I don't want to be caught in an awkward position of being left alone while eating the refreshments. And not to mention having to walk home alone despite the fact that many will be heading for the MRT anyway.
So I quickly took my bag, walked passed the pastors, bought myself a nescafe, said hi to M. and L.L., answered A.'s question about tomorrow's class, and quickly head to the station. I'm going to go home alone anyway. Might as well do it ALONE.
haha.. I've never done that before. It felt good.
On the way home, did some planning of my departure announcement (who to tell it to, when, how to handle questions, etc.). It came back to me again that this very move of mine is really a rebellion. It's time to do a big bang.
When I reached home, I realised what Siew Yan had said is true. Someone needs to be sacrificed so that something better could happened. Someone has to die of SARS so that people know about it. Jesus had to die so that we may live.
I have to be hurt and have to leave so that the church (specifically, the English Cong) will realised what is missing in the church. What has been taken for granted.
Haiz. What to do. If I am the chosen one so that others would benefit from the church, then so be it.
God, I am for your use. Amen.
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