I woke up today with a nice-nice feeling! I don't know why... Even when my eldest sister came over to discuss with my mom about my 2nd sister's wedding preparations, about dowry and stuffs, ramblings about how 2nd sis did not organise everything well and stuffs.. I simply smile :)

And when my mom was nagging my brother about him to look for any kinda job, the normal me would intercede in their conversation and offer my sometimes "over-enthusiastic insights"... i did not do anything to it and let my mom do the talking :) Have long realised that I can't bark at my brother anymore, he has to realise the importance of him go get a job and learn how to do the interviews right.. So I'm out of the nagging loop :)

And then I realised something, I am the least problematic of the lot :) ... Even though my mom have to handle my late nights homes, and other things I do that my brother and sisters don't do.. I am the one who gives her the least thing to worry about.. I seldom complain about my job, or my personal problems to the family, and probably the only person who views things objectively... So i guess she probably worry about me lesser. To her, i am probably the more steady one... And hence, this may be the result why most of the time the family looks to me to do the decision-making.

Ahhh.... really don't know what to make out of this.. is it a bad or good thing..