Monday, Monday....
Realised my English really sucks big time. The original text below is kept, however I need to add some explanation in case I get misunderstood.
She looked very familiar.
The minute I board the train, I notice this lady with an unique feature. Glanced at her a few times as she fiddles with her handphone. "Guess even this woman is married, the least, have a boyfriend." There goes my lamentation again.
UP: I notice a lady with an unique feature. OR I notice this lady has got an unique feature on her face.
The train reaches Raffles Place. Then I remembered that familiar face.
It resembles The Joker in one of those Batman movies.
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OK. That was a mean joke.
Anyways, felt a compelling urge to re-visit my old blogs, especially how I started it all. My first blogs was overflooded with how my pursue for true love fell into the deep valleys of death. I was looking for love at the wrong places, literally. There was one part I was stressing, or rather, one stage of my life, I was stressing that I would like to remain friends with those deals that fell through. Unfortunnately, none of the guys felt the same way.
UP: *Unfortunately* is spelt this way.
No wait, one has remained a good friend till now, given that we share the same interests, including his wife. And that interest has been the glue that gel us together.
UP: I don't mean we share the same interests, including interest in his wife in THAT manner. Gosh, I am pretty pathetic when it comes to phrasing....
I really mean we share one common interest, and his wife TOGETHER WITH HIM, are with us together on this interest. And it's something perfectly orthodox.
Anyway, back to the naive pursue for love that is unrequited... I was really childish to have relied on these people to fill in the void. Looking back, their characters were not as desirable as I thought they were then. I was "coaxed" into fantasizing about a relationship with them by the people around me, who seriously have no idea what I want in a man. Thank God they never came about. It's unimaginable.
UP: Thank God their wishes never became a reality. It's unimaginable what I would I be if I end up with those people.
However, it goes to show one thing too. That I am not ready for a relationship then, and I think this is true now as well. Time has taught me to observe and learn what Love between 2 persons really is. I want that kind of love and I have learnt that it takes hard work, and alot of other elements.
UP: ... and alot of other considerations and factors.
I am still nonchalent at times when it comes to people to people relationship and communication. And that is alot of work.
UP: And doing those is alot of work.
Yes, I know, we can't wait until the day when we are perfect to do anything. But I know the reason why I am still where I am now. God knows I am not ready.
Guess I have to wait.
Hopeless in love. Hopeless in English!
She looked very familiar.
The minute I board the train, I notice this lady with an unique feature. Glanced at her a few times as she fiddles with her handphone. "Guess even this woman is married, the least, have a boyfriend." There goes my lamentation again.
UP: I notice a lady with an unique feature. OR I notice this lady has got an unique feature on her face.
The train reaches Raffles Place. Then I remembered that familiar face.
It resembles The Joker in one of those Batman movies.
----------------------------------------------
OK. That was a mean joke.
Anyways, felt a compelling urge to re-visit my old blogs, especially how I started it all. My first blogs was overflooded with how my pursue for true love fell into the deep valleys of death. I was looking for love at the wrong places, literally. There was one part I was stressing, or rather, one stage of my life, I was stressing that I would like to remain friends with those deals that fell through. Unfortunnately, none of the guys felt the same way.
UP: *Unfortunately* is spelt this way.
No wait, one has remained a good friend till now, given that we share the same interests, including his wife. And that interest has been the glue that gel us together.
UP: I don't mean we share the same interests, including interest in his wife in THAT manner. Gosh, I am pretty pathetic when it comes to phrasing....
I really mean we share one common interest, and his wife TOGETHER WITH HIM, are with us together on this interest. And it's something perfectly orthodox.
Anyway, back to the naive pursue for love that is unrequited... I was really childish to have relied on these people to fill in the void. Looking back, their characters were not as desirable as I thought they were then. I was "coaxed" into fantasizing about a relationship with them by the people around me, who seriously have no idea what I want in a man. Thank God they never came about. It's unimaginable.
UP: Thank God their wishes never became a reality. It's unimaginable what I would I be if I end up with those people.
However, it goes to show one thing too. That I am not ready for a relationship then, and I think this is true now as well. Time has taught me to observe and learn what Love between 2 persons really is. I want that kind of love and I have learnt that it takes hard work, and alot of other elements.
UP: ... and alot of other considerations and factors.
I am still nonchalent at times when it comes to people to people relationship and communication. And that is alot of work.
UP: And doing those is alot of work.
Yes, I know, we can't wait until the day when we are perfect to do anything. But I know the reason why I am still where I am now. God knows I am not ready.
Guess I have to wait.
Hopeless in love. Hopeless in English!
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