Resolution
This morning while getting ready for work, thoughts about my life swirled again. It happens often.
I asked myself why do I blog everyday, when compared with others, who blog every now and then. Then it came on me.
Because I have no life lor.
Then images of my blog posts flashed through me mind. My blog posts are all so... About Me. Everyday, what I do, where I've been, what I think about, what I eat.. It's beginning to look like some blogger who writes about her life to earn money. Yucks. I mean, it's so... Shallow.
While other blogs are not so frequent, they talk about meaningful stuffs. But my blogs are fulled of the "me" problems.
It does appear that I blog in a bid to get attention from the world. Because I have no life what.
The only argument I could have is that this is my style. This is how I write. This is the way I write.
But really, my heart agrees that it's all about attention seeking.
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I am considering blogging about more substantial stuffs. And to blog only when it truly expressed my feelings.
With less frequent blogs, I shall use the time I spent online to do other meaningful stuffs to my life. Like cleaning up my room, cleaning up my wardrobe, doing more household chores (afterall, ma is really old already, and it's so unacceptable even for myself to look at myself from an outsider's point of view that I seemed to be still living the life of a grown-up slob/brat/bum.)
RIGHT. I know, I have been talking about these things frequently. But I have not done them.
This time, i think I should put my words into action.
I asked myself why do I blog everyday, when compared with others, who blog every now and then. Then it came on me.
Because I have no life lor.
Then images of my blog posts flashed through me mind. My blog posts are all so... About Me. Everyday, what I do, where I've been, what I think about, what I eat.. It's beginning to look like some blogger who writes about her life to earn money. Yucks. I mean, it's so... Shallow.
While other blogs are not so frequent, they talk about meaningful stuffs. But my blogs are fulled of the "me" problems.
It does appear that I blog in a bid to get attention from the world. Because I have no life what.
The only argument I could have is that this is my style. This is how I write. This is the way I write.
But really, my heart agrees that it's all about attention seeking.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I am considering blogging about more substantial stuffs. And to blog only when it truly expressed my feelings.
With less frequent blogs, I shall use the time I spent online to do other meaningful stuffs to my life. Like cleaning up my room, cleaning up my wardrobe, doing more household chores (afterall, ma is really old already, and it's so unacceptable even for myself to look at myself from an outsider's point of view that I seemed to be still living the life of a grown-up slob/brat/bum.)
RIGHT. I know, I have been talking about these things frequently. But I have not done them.
This time, i think I should put my words into action.
2 Comments:
no lah... I think we blog about what we want to remember / get off our chests lor.. sometimes I write about my day, sometimes I write about my thoughts and fears and wants.. whatever I want to... stuff that sometimes there's no one to listen to...
WOOF: Well. Maybe yes... I guess my issue is really how I my time is spent on doing things. And I know it's tough to tear myself away from blogging, it's just so part of me already :)
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