A Sunday Of The Idle MInd
Everyday, I have something to say. And I don't even rest on Sundays.
Was on MSN with someone. He said he didn't see me during service today. I said I was there. He asked me which service. I said 2nd. He said didn't see me lei.
By this time, I am kinda irritated. Does it matter anything if we verify if I was there, and that did he see me? Does it does any good to anyone? It's over.
So I told him, doesn't matter. And his reply? "If you say so."
:S Was that pettiness? A man, well over 35 years old, giving me this kind of answer.
Argh. Why do I always have to deal with immature Singaporean men? WHY?
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Was contemplating about going to QBC for service today. I go anyway, cos have arranged to go watch Fun with Dick and Jane with L. Lo and behold, YK. messaged me hr before service starts to check worship time. He didn't know FCBC moved to Expo from Bt Merah and missed their service. So we arranged to meet, taking his van.
Boy, this young man has grown to be more matured compared to last time. Good to see that. While at church, connected him with some of those persons he know. And left him with them while we rush to West Mall for the movie.
Something in me tells me that my connections with these people is valuable. But then again... I wasn't quite "fed" by today's sermon. I think next week I will go FCBC and check out their service.
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One scene in Fun with Dick & Jane had me thinking. When Dick first coined the thought of robbing others, all his attempts failed, because he ended up being the samaritan to others. The couple were frustrated that they are so good, they can't rob.
Reminds me of myself. No, I am not "so good"... It's just that I remembered that I am too nice that I can't do "bad" things, or when "bad" things are done to me, I do not retaliate.
It's an OK movie. I think wait for the DVD would be good.
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Now I truly understand what it means when they sing in songs that "everything reminds me of you".
I'm not over him yet. There is this part of me that says "Maybe...", "... possibility of...".
The more I dwell, the more the negatives turn inside out.
Argh. I need more time.
Was on MSN with someone. He said he didn't see me during service today. I said I was there. He asked me which service. I said 2nd. He said didn't see me lei.
By this time, I am kinda irritated. Does it matter anything if we verify if I was there, and that did he see me? Does it does any good to anyone? It's over.
So I told him, doesn't matter. And his reply? "If you say so."
:S Was that pettiness? A man, well over 35 years old, giving me this kind of answer.
Argh. Why do I always have to deal with immature Singaporean men? WHY?
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Was contemplating about going to QBC for service today. I go anyway, cos have arranged to go watch Fun with Dick and Jane with L. Lo and behold, YK. messaged me hr before service starts to check worship time. He didn't know FCBC moved to Expo from Bt Merah and missed their service. So we arranged to meet, taking his van.
Boy, this young man has grown to be more matured compared to last time. Good to see that. While at church, connected him with some of those persons he know. And left him with them while we rush to West Mall for the movie.
Something in me tells me that my connections with these people is valuable. But then again... I wasn't quite "fed" by today's sermon. I think next week I will go FCBC and check out their service.
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One scene in Fun with Dick & Jane had me thinking. When Dick first coined the thought of robbing others, all his attempts failed, because he ended up being the samaritan to others. The couple were frustrated that they are so good, they can't rob.
Reminds me of myself. No, I am not "so good"... It's just that I remembered that I am too nice that I can't do "bad" things, or when "bad" things are done to me, I do not retaliate.
It's an OK movie. I think wait for the DVD would be good.
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Now I truly understand what it means when they sing in songs that "everything reminds me of you".
I'm not over him yet. There is this part of me that says "Maybe...", "... possibility of...".
The more I dwell, the more the negatives turn inside out.
Argh. I need more time.
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