Having Faith... In All Things
You gotta hand it to Hollywood for dramatising and glorifying life. Nobody does it the way they do it on tv. Whenever there is a call for emotional response of any kind, you can always trust the Americans to bring it to life and tug your heart strings.
After Grey's Anatomy, there's this trailer about the upcoming Oscar (Or is it Golden Globe or what) awards. The various scenes of winners crying, coming in style, sharing about their path to succees, or that they had a dream... They are all very inspiring. And somewhat brings people into the picture and makes us believe that we can do the same and achieve what we want in life.
At least for me, at times it does motivate me.
Like tonight's episode of Grey's Anatomy. It talks largely about faith. On oneself, on another person, on our beliefs. It's a difficult subject to bridge when you put it in a teaching context, but the US drama does it so well.
There's this scene when Meredith questions Dr Shepherd about who he is (cos they have basically sleeping at her house every day), as she knows nothing about him at all. Whenever she questions him, he will tell her to loosen up, or tell her that she gotta believe in him for who he is (something to that effect).
I feel what Meredith feels. Or maybe most woman are like her. Haha... I am someone who wants to know is the person that I have been communicating with. I like to find out what does she like, what does he dream of, how young was her when she did this, or how did he felt when something like that happened to him... I don't like to be kept in the dark about something that can be so easily told to me.
Maybe that's why alot of times I offend people. Probably because it may seemed as if I do not respect the privacy of others, or I might come across as being very domineering. Which I am really not.
Then, there's the various issue in the episode about believing in others, and also in ourselves. Faith. Sometimes, we let doubt cloud our mind, or we hold on very tight to what we have been believing for years. So much that when opportunity comes for us to put our faith on something that is better, we hesitate, we procrastinate, and we refused to budge.
Faith is really a very delicate thing. Believe wrongly, and we will hit a rut, or maybe risk our other choices, or even our lives. But faith in the right places may actually brings us closer to a better situation than we ever know.
As I sit slouching on the sofa, watching the stories in the show display the various types of faith, my mind ran a few scenes of that one case of an end that I should start to get myself used to believing.
Am I ready to believe that it has ended? Cos from what I have been behaving, and what my mind has been churning, I am still very hung up on believing that it has not ended.
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It has, afterall, happened, as I sms-ed YY. this morning. Everyone has told me to move on. I WANT to move on.
But... It has afterall happened. My foolishness and stupidity won't let it pass.
Given time, I will move on. I want to believe in an end to this so that I can be ready for a new beginning.
I want to believe.
I want to renew the faith in myself again.
After Grey's Anatomy, there's this trailer about the upcoming Oscar (Or is it Golden Globe or what) awards. The various scenes of winners crying, coming in style, sharing about their path to succees, or that they had a dream... They are all very inspiring. And somewhat brings people into the picture and makes us believe that we can do the same and achieve what we want in life.
At least for me, at times it does motivate me.
Like tonight's episode of Grey's Anatomy. It talks largely about faith. On oneself, on another person, on our beliefs. It's a difficult subject to bridge when you put it in a teaching context, but the US drama does it so well.
There's this scene when Meredith questions Dr Shepherd about who he is (cos they have basically sleeping at her house every day), as she knows nothing about him at all. Whenever she questions him, he will tell her to loosen up, or tell her that she gotta believe in him for who he is (something to that effect).
I feel what Meredith feels. Or maybe most woman are like her. Haha... I am someone who wants to know is the person that I have been communicating with. I like to find out what does she like, what does he dream of, how young was her when she did this, or how did he felt when something like that happened to him... I don't like to be kept in the dark about something that can be so easily told to me.
Maybe that's why alot of times I offend people. Probably because it may seemed as if I do not respect the privacy of others, or I might come across as being very domineering. Which I am really not.
Then, there's the various issue in the episode about believing in others, and also in ourselves. Faith. Sometimes, we let doubt cloud our mind, or we hold on very tight to what we have been believing for years. So much that when opportunity comes for us to put our faith on something that is better, we hesitate, we procrastinate, and we refused to budge.
Faith is really a very delicate thing. Believe wrongly, and we will hit a rut, or maybe risk our other choices, or even our lives. But faith in the right places may actually brings us closer to a better situation than we ever know.
As I sit slouching on the sofa, watching the stories in the show display the various types of faith, my mind ran a few scenes of that one case of an end that I should start to get myself used to believing.
Am I ready to believe that it has ended? Cos from what I have been behaving, and what my mind has been churning, I am still very hung up on believing that it has not ended.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
It has, afterall, happened, as I sms-ed YY. this morning. Everyone has told me to move on. I WANT to move on.
But... It has afterall happened. My foolishness and stupidity won't let it pass.
Given time, I will move on. I want to believe in an end to this so that I can be ready for a new beginning.
I want to believe.
I want to renew the faith in myself again.
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