Going Clinical
As you can tell. Pink is SO out for me. I want something just plain and simple.
Yes I know it's a really PLAIN blog. I just felt like changing it. While changing it, I was telling myself, I could do so much more... I mean, I WAS a web designer, goodness! Surely I could do better than THIS.
But I relented cos I will never be able to do better than this. Because I am just too lazy to go think of something to fill up all this white space.
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As you can tell, I have many many time to spare on my hand. I said "many", because I can literally count the hours and minutes and seconds I have spent re-doing this "pattern".
The thought of "Friendster" came up many times. Maybe I should update my pictures. Maybe I should update my profile. But I don't want to look like I am "trying too hard" to relive my life since the dump.
And I also loathe the thought of returning to the inbox to see HIS face in there, and then I gotta delete the messages one by one. And then "unintentionally" read the messages. WHICH will bring back memories, WHICH will then generate noises depicting my disappointment coming out of my mouth.
The last I check, he has been going there every day. I have made up my mind not to return there unless I got new messages or testimonials or whatever. I mean, he doesn't even bother to reply the last message I sent him asking for an explanation, right? He wouldn't care if I return to the site or not.
I am history.
Am still trying to get use to the chunks of time that is suddenly shoved to me. I know what I ought to do with those times, but I still don't feel like doing them.
Good thing class starts this Thursday.
Think tonight I will turn in early.
Yes I know it's a really PLAIN blog. I just felt like changing it. While changing it, I was telling myself, I could do so much more... I mean, I WAS a web designer, goodness! Surely I could do better than THIS.
But I relented cos I will never be able to do better than this. Because I am just too lazy to go think of something to fill up all this white space.
- - - - - - - - -
As you can tell, I have many many time to spare on my hand. I said "many", because I can literally count the hours and minutes and seconds I have spent re-doing this "pattern".
The thought of "Friendster" came up many times. Maybe I should update my pictures. Maybe I should update my profile. But I don't want to look like I am "trying too hard" to relive my life since the dump.
And I also loathe the thought of returning to the inbox to see HIS face in there, and then I gotta delete the messages one by one. And then "unintentionally" read the messages. WHICH will bring back memories, WHICH will then generate noises depicting my disappointment coming out of my mouth.
The last I check, he has been going there every day. I have made up my mind not to return there unless I got new messages or testimonials or whatever. I mean, he doesn't even bother to reply the last message I sent him asking for an explanation, right? He wouldn't care if I return to the site or not.
I am history.
Am still trying to get use to the chunks of time that is suddenly shoved to me. I know what I ought to do with those times, but I still don't feel like doing them.
Good thing class starts this Thursday.
Think tonight I will turn in early.
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