*Crash Boom Bang*
Devastated. Story told me studioman actually is going away for the time being just cos he has got no moods to sian chatroom girls. Betchya he meant me. After meeting me, he realised he shouldn't pin so much hope on me afterall.
Hahaahahaha....
And according to Story, studioman actually enjoys chatting up with 'babes'. Great, I do not think I fall into that category. I deduce he is good at chatting up girls and leaving them high and dry after that. I deduce that he is someone who is good with his words and uses his Kou Cai to sian charbors.
I reckon so.. Someone wif his background, who wouldn't? Oh well, I am just this silly girl who is one of those who fall into the trap.
Unrequited again.
Did I think too much? I wonder.. Could all this be just some nasty jokes that is played on me? "C'mon J, you can't be serious, can u? U really think you can be attached with someone? Get REAL!!"
I can hear snickers in the background...
I feel like a super Fool.
How can someone actually like me? Ha ha ha... I am imagining too much. I am a silly girl who keeps thinking that someday, someone, somehow, will take me as who I am..
Bullshit.
Stop dreaming girl, and WAKE UP!!!
Am I really feeling humble in the wrong way, my super low inferiority index actually is playing tricks on me? Am I a verdict from my own imagination?
Was thinking too much my worst enemy in this battle? I was foolish to placey ALL my hopes on every target I meet i guess. Even though I keep telling myself that nothing is for sure, I find myself heaping hopes and dreams on every possibility I see.
The result being, I get myself burnt. For something that never even started. Nobody's to blame except myself.
I am the deciding factor of this event. I started it. Actually Studioman did not do anything drastic. I was over-imagining things.. I think too much, fantasized too much. And in the end, my hopes were dashed.
Its always good to listen to songs after this kinda things happen.. this time round, Jackie Cheung's You Bing Shen Ying get played on my mp3 player at the right time.
"肉体安好不要怕心碎"
That is so true.. if I am well and healthy.. what is a heartache?
Okay. I think I am ok already.. :) Yes, I will survive.
NO MAN WUN DIE.
Devastated. Story told me studioman actually is going away for the time being just cos he has got no moods to sian chatroom girls. Betchya he meant me. After meeting me, he realised he shouldn't pin so much hope on me afterall.
Hahaahahaha....
And according to Story, studioman actually enjoys chatting up with 'babes'. Great, I do not think I fall into that category. I deduce he is good at chatting up girls and leaving them high and dry after that. I deduce that he is someone who is good with his words and uses his Kou Cai to sian charbors.
I reckon so.. Someone wif his background, who wouldn't? Oh well, I am just this silly girl who is one of those who fall into the trap.
Unrequited again.
Did I think too much? I wonder.. Could all this be just some nasty jokes that is played on me? "C'mon J, you can't be serious, can u? U really think you can be attached with someone? Get REAL!!"
I can hear snickers in the background...
I feel like a super Fool.
How can someone actually like me? Ha ha ha... I am imagining too much. I am a silly girl who keeps thinking that someday, someone, somehow, will take me as who I am..
Bullshit.
Stop dreaming girl, and WAKE UP!!!
Am I really feeling humble in the wrong way, my super low inferiority index actually is playing tricks on me? Am I a verdict from my own imagination?
Was thinking too much my worst enemy in this battle? I was foolish to placey ALL my hopes on every target I meet i guess. Even though I keep telling myself that nothing is for sure, I find myself heaping hopes and dreams on every possibility I see.
The result being, I get myself burnt. For something that never even started. Nobody's to blame except myself.
I am the deciding factor of this event. I started it. Actually Studioman did not do anything drastic. I was over-imagining things.. I think too much, fantasized too much. And in the end, my hopes were dashed.
Its always good to listen to songs after this kinda things happen.. this time round, Jackie Cheung's You Bing Shen Ying get played on my mp3 player at the right time.
"肉体安好不要怕心碎"
That is so true.. if I am well and healthy.. what is a heartache?
Okay. I think I am ok already.. :) Yes, I will survive.
NO MAN WUN DIE.
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