I am a little happier today :) in fact i feel kinda sweet inside :)
He was one of the receipient of a mass message that I am giving a thank you crab dinner at AMK Ave 3 this Saturday. Sent it on Thursday evening. All the rest has responded except for him. Am beginning to think... has my expression of a special liking to him turning him off? Is he very busy, truly busy? Or he can't be bothered to reply at all?
My heart was half-hearted. Used to been turned down in my quest for romance, I have resigned to the fact that this attempt is another case unrequited love. I did not have any plans of how should I reply to him if he does respond in a romantic manner, something I used to do last time. In fact, I did not anticipate anything at all. Laughing inside in fact, that yet, "Joyce, you have done it again!". Making a fool of myself once again.
In the morning, when I chatted with summer, she said he did respond to her on tomorrow. But why didn't he respond to mine, we both wonder. Both of us do not know what is really going on in the mind of this man... Haiz. Or is he not ready for a relationship?
Summer say Jus suggests Striking the iron while it is hot. But is my iron hot enought, I wonder. I have struck, but is the iron hot enough to be struck? Now that I look back again, then I realised they told me to Jian Chi.
I am tired of Jian Chi. I have jian chi before, but the outcome always turns out that jian chi only turns people off. I am not going to push too hard this time, or other times in the future either. If it is meant to be, I do not think I need to really jian chi that much. Afterall, I am the girl, how long does a girl jian chi for a guy? The dillemma of a girl...
But But But....
His sms just now was a really sweet surprise, though there were no romantic words or any inclination that he is making a move towards me. :)
C.A: Sorry nuer, I can't make it this sat... got to work... after 21st should be okay...
C.A: Ya these few days busy until no time to login chat chat
C.A: Ok sure sure :)
In btw, I replied to ask him "Orh, ok... Pa, why so late then reply me :( muz be busy"
"I guess that you are busy with work, okay, see u online."
Something to that effect.
Somehow, I feel that his constant mention of me as his nu-er is an indication that he understands my intention. As I have told him, I have the feeling for him ever since I start to address him as Pa... So he wants to keep it that way, hence, he keeps calling me nu-er? I smiled at the thought.
But it could be otherwise. I think I am in love with a block of wood. :) This part of him makes me smile, he can be so "char char" about girls. :) I think I would like to love this block of wood... my cute block of wood. :)
Well, up till now, the ending can be anything. I think I will keep this woody love to a low profile for now, and don't let it bother me too much. Like what Summer said, I have already done my part. We'll see how Woody Bear respond.
Argh. I can't wait for 21st of December to arrive earlier!!
He was one of the receipient of a mass message that I am giving a thank you crab dinner at AMK Ave 3 this Saturday. Sent it on Thursday evening. All the rest has responded except for him. Am beginning to think... has my expression of a special liking to him turning him off? Is he very busy, truly busy? Or he can't be bothered to reply at all?
My heart was half-hearted. Used to been turned down in my quest for romance, I have resigned to the fact that this attempt is another case unrequited love. I did not have any plans of how should I reply to him if he does respond in a romantic manner, something I used to do last time. In fact, I did not anticipate anything at all. Laughing inside in fact, that yet, "Joyce, you have done it again!". Making a fool of myself once again.
In the morning, when I chatted with summer, she said he did respond to her on tomorrow. But why didn't he respond to mine, we both wonder. Both of us do not know what is really going on in the mind of this man... Haiz. Or is he not ready for a relationship?
Summer say Jus suggests Striking the iron while it is hot. But is my iron hot enought, I wonder. I have struck, but is the iron hot enough to be struck? Now that I look back again, then I realised they told me to Jian Chi.
I am tired of Jian Chi. I have jian chi before, but the outcome always turns out that jian chi only turns people off. I am not going to push too hard this time, or other times in the future either. If it is meant to be, I do not think I need to really jian chi that much. Afterall, I am the girl, how long does a girl jian chi for a guy? The dillemma of a girl...
But But But....
His sms just now was a really sweet surprise, though there were no romantic words or any inclination that he is making a move towards me. :)
C.A: Sorry nuer, I can't make it this sat... got to work... after 21st should be okay...
C.A: Ya these few days busy until no time to login chat chat
C.A: Ok sure sure :)
In btw, I replied to ask him "Orh, ok... Pa, why so late then reply me :( muz be busy"
"I guess that you are busy with work, okay, see u online."
Something to that effect.
Somehow, I feel that his constant mention of me as his nu-er is an indication that he understands my intention. As I have told him, I have the feeling for him ever since I start to address him as Pa... So he wants to keep it that way, hence, he keeps calling me nu-er? I smiled at the thought.
But it could be otherwise. I think I am in love with a block of wood. :) This part of him makes me smile, he can be so "char char" about girls. :) I think I would like to love this block of wood... my cute block of wood. :)
Well, up till now, the ending can be anything. I think I will keep this woody love to a low profile for now, and don't let it bother me too much. Like what Summer said, I have already done my part. We'll see how Woody Bear respond.
Argh. I can't wait for 21st of December to arrive earlier!!
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