Indigestion While Fluttering NATO Plans

The Japanese dinner on Sunday night did me in :(

I have been having indigestion for the past 2 days, and I think the shabu-shabu beef is the main culprit :( Haiz... I skipped breakfast yesterday and then lunch today. Decided to pop charcoal pills today. It managed to burped out the excessive gas and though the stomach churns occasionally, I am feeling much much better...

Greedy lor...

Oh well... I thank God I am ok now.

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There were a couple of fluttering thoughts I had today, which were quite thought-provoking (at least when I had them in my mind), but then, they fluttered away... So...

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Tonight, the desire for me to go venture overseas is rather strong. Of course one of the main point is that many people around me have already done that, and I have yet to do so.

Also, I kinda have a map/plan roughly planned out in my brain at the moment, at how and what I am gonna do in the new year to move myself towards that goal. Somehow, I have a very strong feeling that something will happen. But in order for that to happen, I must stick close to the plan, and be disciplined.

Which, I am not really right now lor... :(

That is so sad... I mean on one hand, I am so excited about what God has for me in the future, but on the other hand, I am so slacking in the effort department...

I really need a reminder to myself every now and then about my dream for the future. I don't want to end up being the NATO person - No Action Talk Only.

The plan needs to work.

The plan HAS to work.