The Tap On The Shoulder
I marked down,
"... the tests will be continuous and intensified..."
"the tests are for us to see our hearts..."
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This is the second time God answered the silent desire in my heart with a tap on the shoulder.
The first was when I asked him how can I serve Him (in the PC) when I was working on rotating shifts in the retail line. After a certain service, I was desperate for Him to give me an answer so that I fill up the church ministry form, I prayed and I waited. Someone tapped my shoulder shortly after, and my involvement in the children's ministry begun that day.
Today, I got a tap on my shoulder too, when the church service ended (I normally appear in church alone, and leave alone). I turn around a saw this girl (I think lady is not that fitting for that cheery smile she gave to me). She introduced herself to me and the introduced her group of friends - mostly young/working adults, we chat a little about myself and them. And we had lunch together, and vola! I got to know more people today.
He knew I had this secret desire to be involved, to belong. He knew the kind of group I want to be in, where I could fit in. I desired for this, but I wasn't actively asking Him for it. In my mind, I thought, if it happens, good lor, if I end up in a all-women's group in the end, I'll try to adjust.
(At this point, I want to disclaim that I have no objections to all-women groups. They have their unique way of ministering to ladies/working women. But... I don't belong to that category ... :P I am way too goofy to belong to the ladies group :P)
He knew my heart, and He (finally) brought down the curtains and showed me what he has prepared for me.
I am grateful.
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Oh yes. My desktop is running on 768MB of RAM now. Tee-hee! :D
"... the tests will be continuous and intensified..."
"the tests are for us to see our hearts..."
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
This is the second time God answered the silent desire in my heart with a tap on the shoulder.
The first was when I asked him how can I serve Him (in the PC) when I was working on rotating shifts in the retail line. After a certain service, I was desperate for Him to give me an answer so that I fill up the church ministry form, I prayed and I waited. Someone tapped my shoulder shortly after, and my involvement in the children's ministry begun that day.
Today, I got a tap on my shoulder too, when the church service ended (I normally appear in church alone, and leave alone). I turn around a saw this girl (I think lady is not that fitting for that cheery smile she gave to me). She introduced herself to me and the introduced her group of friends - mostly young/working adults, we chat a little about myself and them. And we had lunch together, and vola! I got to know more people today.
He knew I had this secret desire to be involved, to belong. He knew the kind of group I want to be in, where I could fit in. I desired for this, but I wasn't actively asking Him for it. In my mind, I thought, if it happens, good lor, if I end up in a all-women's group in the end, I'll try to adjust.
(At this point, I want to disclaim that I have no objections to all-women groups. They have their unique way of ministering to ladies/working women. But... I don't belong to that category ... :P I am way too goofy to belong to the ladies group :P)
He knew my heart, and He (finally) brought down the curtains and showed me what he has prepared for me.
I am grateful.
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Oh yes. My desktop is running on 768MB of RAM now. Tee-hee! :D
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