It's That Time Of The Month...
First day in fact. And I am feelin' kinda... disruptive?
It's time to sleep, and I can't sleep. That, and beside the fact that I had my 3rd cup of coffee today. 've been drinking alot of that lately. I went for a one teaspoon, one cup a day for sometime successfully, and I've forgotten how the habit crept back again.
I feel that I need to do something, but I don't know what. I've got nothing to research online (honestly, I do not "surf" the internet nowadays). But I didn't want to turn off the computer.
It's the kind of the feeling of frustration or lost, I suppose. Like, why am I spending my time aimlessly like that?
The hormones have been tumbling themselves within my body recently. An exceptionally higher threshold for food. Extremely sensitive to comments about things pertaining to me. Bouts of uncontrollable change of emotions (usually for the worst) just like that. Sudden desire to do things I would not do otherwise.
PLUS the extreme hot weather that we've been getting recently. It can really get me frustrated easily. +They always +tell us,
Partly cloudy,Showers with thunder over many areas in the afternoon
Temperature: 25 to 32 degrees Celsius
Relative Humidity: 65 to 95 percent
High Tide: 2.9 m at 1:20 A.M.
They 25 degrees Celsius is never true. And I feel more of a 36 degrees Celsius than a 32.
Argh. THE HEAT is unbearable!
While I was helping my nieces with their homework, it came to a point I told them, "The weather is hot, so don't make me scold people." It seemed to work, and they obediently (out of fear, I suppose, haha!) did not try to get me frustrated. Big Niece even ask me, "Sanyi, so when you are angry, you scold people very loudly one ha?" I wasn't smiling then, but trying to be calm (in the heat) and told her that I will not shout loudly, I would just be very angry."
It's definitely the combination of the heat and the first day.
I hope I would be better soon.
It's time to sleep, and I can't sleep. That, and beside the fact that I had my 3rd cup of coffee today. 've been drinking alot of that lately. I went for a one teaspoon, one cup a day for sometime successfully, and I've forgotten how the habit crept back again.
I feel that I need to do something, but I don't know what. I've got nothing to research online (honestly, I do not "surf" the internet nowadays). But I didn't want to turn off the computer.
It's the kind of the feeling of frustration or lost, I suppose. Like, why am I spending my time aimlessly like that?
The hormones have been tumbling themselves within my body recently. An exceptionally higher threshold for food. Extremely sensitive to comments about things pertaining to me. Bouts of uncontrollable change of emotions (usually for the worst) just like that. Sudden desire to do things I would not do otherwise.
PLUS the extreme hot weather that we've been getting recently. It can really get me frustrated easily. +They always +tell us,
Partly cloudy,Showers with thunder over many areas in the afternoon
Temperature: 25 to 32 degrees Celsius
Relative Humidity: 65 to 95 percent
High Tide: 2.9 m at 1:20 A.M.
They 25 degrees Celsius is never true. And I feel more of a 36 degrees Celsius than a 32.
Argh. THE HEAT is unbearable!
While I was helping my nieces with their homework, it came to a point I told them, "The weather is hot, so don't make me scold people." It seemed to work, and they obediently (out of fear, I suppose, haha!) did not try to get me frustrated. Big Niece even ask me, "Sanyi, so when you are angry, you scold people very loudly one ha?" I wasn't smiling then, but trying to be calm (in the heat) and told her that I will not shout loudly, I would just be very angry."
It's definitely the combination of the heat and the first day.
I hope I would be better soon.
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