I...

At this present time, I think I am going to avoid anything that is romantic. No The Lakehouse for me. I think I am getting depressed seeing happy and lovey dovey couples on screen and on the street.

I get green-eyed.

I compared myself with the other group.

I start to think what is wrong with me.

I wonder if there ever going to be any man available person for a person like me.

I am not desperate to be married and become a mother of 3 kids. I just want to have someone to spend time with.

At least for this period as I unwillingly tiptoe into the 3rd decade of my existence.

And I have all this shit going inside of me all because I watch "Sex in the City". Finally. Damn.

As Carrie Bradshaw writes her columns, the show follows her and her friends in their man-quests and sex-quests. I have to admit, the show does have its humour elements and some thoughts for reflection.

But most of the time, the show kinda reminds me of where I am now.

And it's depressing. Yes, the fact that I am going through my "aunty" period now aggravates the situation.

And yes, even though I get to go and have dinner or what with people almost every night. I still feel lonely.

It's not that I am ungrateful for the company. But... You know what I mean?

It's just different.

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Answers to previous. (Please note, the answers are not 100% accurate):

Rectangle: You are a person who likes to work within a certain set of rules, structures and boundaries.

Triangle: You are someone who seeks to think out of the box. A person with a psychology mind.

Circle: Someone who does things prim and proper. A perfectionist.

Zigzag: You are a creative person.

This little test was a posed to us over dinner last night. I picked a triangle and the rest each picked a different shape.

Which shape are you?