Headless Chicken
Sorry, sorry... Things look a lil' messy here.
I was bored.
I was thinking about other things.
I was trying to make this place look prettier.
I was trying to do something, but I do not know where I am heading to.
Seriously? I think the coming Sunday class this week will be a challenge to me.
1) I've tried teaching without using the DVD, and it didn't turn out that well. I will try to use the DVD this Sunday, to observe the actual reaction of the kids IF they do it with the DVD. (Yes, I concede. The DVD material is probably better. I am talking about local and expat kids here.)
2) I'd be heading out of the country for a short break couple of days before the lesson. I hope I would have the energy to work it out with the kids
3) I have an activity with my relatives on National Day, and fireworks watching with my sister and nieces on the same day.
4) There is a pre-National day sorta gathering on Wed. Our cell was invited by another to join them. I've decided to go, in spite of my lack of time.
I need air! I mean, I need to breathe!
There is this huge condemning thing going on within me. You know, the you could've done better thoughts.
I realised some things linked to one another and somethings happened, because I allow them to, other things overwritten certain routes I could've taken. I mean, there is seriously something wrong with the career path I have been taking... With all my credentials, God must be making some big mistake with my life!
The things flooded my mind as I was walking back home from my step aerobics class. "God, why did you do this to me? You know I have the talents! How did I end up like this?" I asked, boldly and loudly.
I've got an impression that something could happen this month that may break a cycle. I'm not telling; it was a message for me, I believe. And I hope it will come to pass.
And also, as I type the above, I realised something.
This is not my end, not yet.
I was bored.
I was thinking about other things.
I was trying to make this place look prettier.
I was trying to do something, but I do not know where I am heading to.
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Seriously? I think the coming Sunday class this week will be a challenge to me.
1) I've tried teaching without using the DVD, and it didn't turn out that well. I will try to use the DVD this Sunday, to observe the actual reaction of the kids IF they do it with the DVD. (Yes, I concede. The DVD material is probably better. I am talking about local and expat kids here.)
2) I'd be heading out of the country for a short break couple of days before the lesson. I hope I would have the energy to work it out with the kids
3) I have an activity with my relatives on National Day, and fireworks watching with my sister and nieces on the same day.
4) There is a pre-National day sorta gathering on Wed. Our cell was invited by another to join them. I've decided to go, in spite of my lack of time.
I need air! I mean, I need to breathe!
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There is this huge condemning thing going on within me. You know, the you could've done better thoughts.
I realised some things linked to one another and somethings happened, because I allow them to, other things overwritten certain routes I could've taken. I mean, there is seriously something wrong with the career path I have been taking... With all my credentials, God must be making some big mistake with my life!
The things flooded my mind as I was walking back home from my step aerobics class. "God, why did you do this to me? You know I have the talents! How did I end up like this?" I asked, boldly and loudly.
I've got an impression that something could happen this month that may break a cycle. I'm not telling; it was a message for me, I believe. And I hope it will come to pass.
And also, as I type the above, I realised something.
This is not my end, not yet.
Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. ~ Mark Twain ~
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