Leaking Washing Machine...
Just as I celebrated the invention of blogs, I have more reason to blog today. The washing machine leaks through itself and wet my kitchen floor. Good ol' brother discovered it and yelled at me for solution. And it had to happen when it's my turn to do my laundry.
Anyway, in all things, give thanks. At least the machine was past the washing powder cycle and I only need to rinse the clothes. I don't have to messed with soap suds and stuffs. Good. At least now I have cleared my pile of soiled clothes so that my room looks less messy. At least it didn't leak on a working day or what. In all things, give thanks!
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Singing... "I got the jo-ob! I got the jo-ob! (to the tune of "why r we waiting?") Somehow God's peace prevails tremendously, humongously, incredibly in dire periods. I have let him down by not communicating with him often for the past one year. But he is Faithful. Amen!
This whole process of making a CRUCIAL decision (in the words of agent-Jason) is incredible. I was on a up and down coaster, putting forth what I want, what God wants, what others want on the line and guessing where do I belong.
Surrendering our lives to God is a wrestle. "... but God, I do not want to let it go. I want to have control! TOTAL control!" I am a control-freak. When things go beyond my control, I lose my sense of direction and drift. It came to a point that I cannot control anymore, because I do not know my wayto the final destination. It was difficult for me to imagine people giving it all to God when they testify on thanksgiving nights, prayer nights, etc etc. How to imagine, I don't even go through what they went through.
But this period when I have to ask myself what I want, I was in a daze. God, I don't even know what I want! What a joke, a control freak not knowing what she wants! Never in my life have I been so fearful of being out of control.
Fabulous things happen, when I let go and let God.
Next... Eat Steamboat Reunion Dinner! Should I go to Penny Black later to watch/hear Tabular play? Don't feel like moving out of the house now.. to be continued.....
Just as I celebrated the invention of blogs, I have more reason to blog today. The washing machine leaks through itself and wet my kitchen floor. Good ol' brother discovered it and yelled at me for solution. And it had to happen when it's my turn to do my laundry.
Anyway, in all things, give thanks. At least the machine was past the washing powder cycle and I only need to rinse the clothes. I don't have to messed with soap suds and stuffs. Good. At least now I have cleared my pile of soiled clothes so that my room looks less messy. At least it didn't leak on a working day or what. In all things, give thanks!
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Singing... "I got the jo-ob! I got the jo-ob! (to the tune of "why r we waiting?") Somehow God's peace prevails tremendously, humongously, incredibly in dire periods. I have let him down by not communicating with him often for the past one year. But he is Faithful. Amen!
This whole process of making a CRUCIAL decision (in the words of agent-Jason) is incredible. I was on a up and down coaster, putting forth what I want, what God wants, what others want on the line and guessing where do I belong.
Surrendering our lives to God is a wrestle. "... but God, I do not want to let it go. I want to have control! TOTAL control!" I am a control-freak. When things go beyond my control, I lose my sense of direction and drift. It came to a point that I cannot control anymore, because I do not know my wayto the final destination. It was difficult for me to imagine people giving it all to God when they testify on thanksgiving nights, prayer nights, etc etc. How to imagine, I don't even go through what they went through.
But this period when I have to ask myself what I want, I was in a daze. God, I don't even know what I want! What a joke, a control freak not knowing what she wants! Never in my life have I been so fearful of being out of control.
Fabulous things happen, when I let go and let God.
Next... Eat Steamboat Reunion Dinner! Should I go to Penny Black later to watch/hear Tabular play? Don't feel like moving out of the house now.. to be continued.....
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